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ConnectionsI love you
Remember them all
Everytime I say it
It's a piece of me,
I give to you
I see all you are
And you're beauiful
You're worth it all
I'd give it all
All the inside ways
Things no one knows
Our private communication
In plain sight
Like the penciled bats in heaven
You're a star in my mind
And the angel on my shoulder
These are all the things that remind me of you
You're all around me
Everywhere I go
In everything I see
You're forever in my heart
Forever in my mind
And I'll love you
Until the end
ConfessionsMy throat is choking
Closing shut at the thought of these words
I'm choking on myself and I can't breathe
Although you're far away
I can still imagine you here
Where these words would choke me to silence
Tonight I'll use these fingertips
And send these thoughts intentionally
I'll rebuild what I've destroyed
I'll be better than I was before
This isn't loveI see you laid before me
I see your perfect form
I want to hold you close
To feel you shake
Taste the fear
On your sweet skin
I want to enter you
And feel you break
Hold yourself close to me
To Feel your skin raised
Trust me tonight
I know these nerves
And how to explode your home
Let yourself go
Bring your claws to this fight
Become an animal in the dark
Let go of human right
Drink my blood from your fingertips
Sink your talons into my flesh
Navigate through my chest
Feel my heart beating raw
Take it while it's warm
This isn't love
UnsweetViolent words are unfitting of you
They don't match you
Unnecessary violence that slices us open
I don't see them in you
But maybe I see you wrong
Desert TombYour smile turned to sadness
In the confines of my home
You've come so far
Travelled miles alone
To this desert tomb
This can never be
Because this is just an impulse
Rapid neuron firing sequences
Lighting up my dark home
I can't forget your smile
I'll never forget your tears
Because you are all that's real to me
Angels pure as mudMuddied water stains the cloth of angels,
Seeping into their flesh and bone
Admist the green smoke
Devils lurk in silence
Choking these angels
Betraying them to cancerous life
and ill lasting ecstacy
They work in silence
Their actions repeating sin until it's all that's left
She's been taken
From the outside in muddied water
From the inside with cancerous bindings
This angel is dead
And the devils move on
Floorboard dreamsThe truth,
Is a terrible thing
Is denial of such a fearful truth okay?
Your floorboard dreams of salvation and redemption
Brought fourth in fear and denial
Spend your darkness days in squinted eye
Always looking for silver salvation
Pain is nothing
Deprevation is nothing
Pure unrelenting drive to find that which will save you
But that will kill us.
Is denying a truth terrible?
Not wanting to know whats in the floorboards
Not wanting to know whats in your hands
Not wanting to know the monsters you hide
ReflectThere was once a time I could dream
I would dream every day, every hour
With the birds in the skies and the fish in the streams
But there was never a blooming flower
As I'm ageing and days grow longer,
although I can't say I'm maturing,
all my visions keep getting stronger
And they grow darker and more alluring
As fish turned into sharks and birds to hawks
The laughter of the children disappear
And all the freedom went down into locks
Dreams into fears though never she a tear
And my childhood is gone into flames
When I look back it reminds me of chains
Sorry to DisappointThe battle of life is not over yet
Continue living this life that isn't really yours
Even though people say it is
The definition of people; mainly writers and copies
The world is full of copy cats
I see them and I feel two things for them
I feel some sort of anger, but then I love these people
Love them enough to die for them
These copycats don't notice me
Even if they did the reaction is always the same
Just another face or just another person not to care about
I actually perfer that; they don't know what I am
Some people drift away because of my love for my Savior; the only one to truly love me
Some people drift away because of my attire
Some people drift away because they don't like what they find
The reasons are the same, but I love them
I can't say that I'm perfect
I am not perfect, but look at what that's gotten for me
Trying to keep this new soul alive
Trying to keep the devil inside of me dead
I can't say that I'm a good person
I am just a person who made mistakes
A person who
You're taken advantage of.
Manipulated every step.
Like a stringed mannequin,
You move when you are told.
Walk where your master directs,
Never missing a beat.
The life you live
Is not of your own.
You live what people want you to,
But this ends now.
With the scissors
To cut the strings
And set you free.
I've stolen the key
To open your cage.
And I can see
It's rusted with age.
Will it still fit?
If it does,
Will you come?
Come with me,
To escape this tragedy?
The feeling of HopeThe feeling that you always speak of
It ponders in your head, day in day out
Never sure how it got in there
What happened? Where did it all fall apart?
Is that the feeling?
Don't be sad or concern about it because it will drift away
All feelings do step aside just don't know when or you feel to weak to decide
Move on it will be hard but it has to happened
Or else you'll be in regret
There is no comfort in words it just feels like nothing
Having that feeling that nothing means anymore
I have that feeling
It kills me from the inside that I can't feel
I have gone numb
Lifeless just going day by day feeling, is it worth it anymore?
But it has to mean something
Why does stuff happen, there must be a reason behind it
But you may not know the answer to it
But I can't move on because I see something more to it
I see there is hope in this
That little hope will set me free
That hope will give you the strength to overcome it
That hope will strive for something better
That hope will give a new mea
SacraficeThe meaning of sacrafice
It's something not everyone takes too lightly
Why did a soldier die for his officers?
Why did a mother die to protect her child?
It's something that everyone looks at everyone and wonders
Who would throw their own life on the line for a bunch of meat?
Who would throw down everything they have to see others get more?
To some people it just doesn't make any sense
But see it from a soldier's perspective
See it from the side that actually fights day in and day out
Rather it be in the mountains or in a neutral country
Day in and day out; sacrafices are made to the lions
The meaning of sacrafice
From a soldier's perspective is something of pure gold
A best friend died to save my skin
He would have been a father and he was a loving husband
The meaning of sacrfice
It would be hard for the messengers to tell his wife and mother
Seeing them with teary eyes and asking why did it have to be him
It would be harder for me to tell them he died saving my skin
The meaning of sa
SacrificeThe last faint spark of my life
Is at the edge of the knife
Before it falls and vanish
I should sacrifice my wish
Dancing screams of the unheard
Will fly away with the bird
To feed the songs of many
And then leave my own fairy
The last point I should protect
Before the nightmares connect
Driving away the horror
By using its own terror
I must bid farewell for now
For I must carry this vow
I must ignore all the lies
To live, I must sacrifice
Death of a DreamShe flutters in circles
around my bitter silhouette
it's too dark to see
Searching hands that
reach out for her
I had her
she slipped away
I still search for
those warm days
the embraces left
me with nothing
Still feeding the darkness
she dances no more
Must murder her
Kill that butterfly
who was once so beautiful
Broken little hands that
are too weak to break
the brittle butterfly
who goes by another name
The hands are mine
the darkness hers
Cold has come
to my lands
Broken wings wil be mine again
So I can fly again
Do not die with her
You will find another butterfly
So will I
What scares you, mortal?What scares you, mortal?
What defines your basic human needs, your average quantity of normal?
What potions spill your nothingness,
What skin builds up your exterior?
What makes you rise up in the morning?
What tears you open in the night?
What secrets, promises and wishes compose your inside fright?
What dance do you dance when others tremble,
Under your disillusioned romance?
What tongue do you speak in your steady sleep,
What habits do you have warped around our toes?
What makes you smile and quiver and tremor, all at once?
What reality do you pursue, if it's a reality at all?
What dreams do you dream when you're not even seen?
What might you be, or where or whom?
Where we you born, and were you're from,
Are all inadequate for me,
What and who and whom and whose
For the slightest of intrigue
For I may be a dreamer,
But I know I'm not alone,
And you might be a mortal,
We all die when they are bored.
The gods of lost and fate and pain, still shape our natural decay
And you shall fall,
I am only happy when I cry.I am only happy when I cry.
I can only smile through the tears.
I can only laugh between shaky breaths.
I can only dance in the rain.
Trust too much and fall too hard.
Take everything to heart.
Sometimes even in my back.
I put on a mask for everyone who looks.
A mask of a happy, bubbly girl
Without a care in the world.
The mask comes off when my door closes.
My dam bursts when the mask comes off.
My smile comes out when my tears stain my cheeks.
I laugh for real when I taste salt.
I am only happy when I cry.
I've been living off pain for a few years now.
It's sick and twisted.
I never cried.
Not even at funerals.
My chest feels heavy.
My stomach in a knot.
I feel like I'm crazy.
I sound it, right?
Dream StateKiss you in darkness
The sweet embrace of your arms
The sweet embrace of your lips
Never forget her smile of meeting
Never forget her face as you left
Hooded figure in the land of heat
The meeting place of dreams I never knew
Escape and but don't say goodbye
Escape to the airport
To wake up from this beautiful dream
Realise a thought never known
Leave with a smile of an attraction
Built on longing for meetings between souls
Never forget her smile of meeting
Never forget her face as you left
Don't forget that feeling of waking
Stuck The car sputtered and shook as it came to an almost silent stop. The engine had gone silent as the horn beeped loudly through the dark night. The orange gas light blinked mockingly at the woman behind the wheel. It was making fun of her; she knew it was making fun of her. Grabbing the black cellular phone on the passenger seat, she looked at it with full intention of calling somebody to come help her.
“Oh, what the hell?!”
The “no service” sign was mocking her at the same exact time. The horn beeped loudly as she slammed her head against it once again. The day was out to get her in general. She had arrived at all her classes late, and her son was sick with the flu. The babysitter was able to watch him as she went to her late night classes. Giving a heavy sigh, she lifted her head off the wheel to look out the window. Drops of water pooled on the windshield as rain started to fall in a pitter-patter pattern. She didn’t quite understand the message th
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