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ConnectionsI love you
Remember them all
Everytime I say it
It's a piece of me,
I give to you
I see all you are
And you're beauiful
You're worth it all
I'd give it all
All the inside ways
Things no one knows
Our private communication
In plain sight
Like the penciled bats in heaven
You're a star in my mind
And the angel on my shoulder
These are all the things that remind me of you
You're all around me
Everywhere I go
In everything I see
You're forever in my heart
Forever in my mind
And I'll love you
Until the end
ConfessionsMy throat is choking
Closing shut at the thought of these words
I'm choking on myself and I can't breathe
Although you're far away
I can still imagine you here
Where these words would choke me to silence
Tonight I'll use these fingertips
And send these thoughts intentionally
I'll rebuild what I've destroyed
I'll be better than I was before
UnsweetViolent words are unfitting of you
They don't match you
Unnecessary violence that slices us open
I don't see them in you
But maybe I see you wrong
This isn't loveI see you laid before me
I see your perfect form
I want to hold you close
To feel you shake
Taste the fear
On your sweet skin
I want to enter you
And feel you break
Hold yourself close to me
To Feel your skin raised
Trust me tonight
I know these nerves
And how to explode your home
Let yourself go
Bring your claws to this fight
Become an animal in the dark
Let go of human right
Drink my blood from your fingertips
Sink your talons into my flesh
Navigate through my chest
Feel my heart beating raw
Take it while it's warm
This isn't love
Angels pure as mudMuddied water stains the cloth of angels,
Seeping into their flesh and bone
Admist the green smoke
Devils lurk in silence
Choking these angels
Betraying them to cancerous life
and ill lasting ecstacy
They work in silence
Their actions repeating sin until it's all that's left
She's been taken
From the outside in muddied water
From the inside with cancerous bindings
This angel is dead
And the devils move on
Let goJust let yourself go
Pretend all you knew was true
And just let go
Know it's true
Feel it's true
But surrender to something more
And forget all your securities
Just let yourself go
Fall into the echoes
The haunting silence
But never be afraid
Because all you know,
Was once unknown
Dream lifeKeep dreaming and watch your world fly by
Keep your dying memories
And make new ones in fantasy
Keep dreaming and watch everyone walk away
Sit yourself alone and think of everyone that could be
Forge new friendships from vivid imagination
Dream your days away
Dream your friends away
Dream away all that you love
But you'll die alone
Because that's the price you pay
When you dream your life away
Static dreamerPaint me a picture
Of how lost I've become
The sextape of the night I wish would happen
Reminds me of you
The night that never was
The tape that I listen to
with the static filled background
Loses me in my mind
Paints me a picture
Of the dreamer I've become
A picture of the poison
I inject myself with each night
Even though you don't exist
And I can't see you in my dreams
I know you're not out there
I know there's no one for me
But I can dream
Because dreams are all you have
When you're lost in your mind
Place inside my HeartI've loved you from the start
I love you now
I will always love you
Cause you're forever in my heart
You've always been there
Helped me through it all
I am so glad to have you
Forever in my Life
You have taught me so many things
Helped me to believe in myself
You say things to me
That no one ever has
I will always Love you
Through the worse times and the best
Cause my love it is very true
That you will always have a place within my Heart
Mirror, mirrorMirror, mirror
Who do you see?
Because the person in there
Is not me
Who is she?
That beautiful person
I see in thee
Who do you show?
That strong person
With unique glow
Who is she?
That special person
That stands before me?
ReflectThere was once a time I could dream
I would dream every day, every hour
With the birds in the skies and the fish in the streams
But there was never a blooming flower
As I'm ageing and days grow longer,
although I can't say I'm maturing,
all my visions keep getting stronger
And they grow darker and more alluring
As fish turned into sharks and birds to hawks
The laughter of the children disappear
And all the freedom went down into locks
Dreams into fears though never she a tear
And my childhood is gone into flames
When I look back it reminds me of chains
I am only happy when I cry.I am only happy when I cry.
I can only smile through the tears.
I can only laugh between shaky breaths.
I can only dance in the rain.
Trust too much and fall too hard.
Take everything to heart.
Sometimes even in my back.
I put on a mask for everyone who looks.
A mask of a happy, bubbly girl
Without a care in the world.
The mask comes off when my door closes.
My dam bursts when the mask comes off.
My smile comes out when my tears stain my cheeks.
I laugh for real when I taste salt.
I am only happy when I cry.
I've been living off pain for a few years now.
It's sick and twisted.
I never cried.
Not even at funerals.
My chest feels heavy.
My stomach in a knot.
I feel like I'm crazy.
I sound it, right?
You're taken advantage of.
Manipulated every step.
Like a stringed mannequin,
You move when you are told.
Walk where your master directs,
Never missing a beat.
The life you live
Is not of your own.
You live what people want you to,
But this ends now.
With the scissors
To cut the strings
And set you free.
I've stolen the key
To open your cage.
And I can see
It's rusted with age.
Will it still fit?
If it does,
Will you come?
Come with me,
To escape this tragedy?
The feeling of HopeThe feeling that you always speak of
It ponders in your head, day in day out
Never sure how it got in there
What happened? Where did it all fall apart?
Is that the feeling?
Don't be sad or concern about it because it will drift away
All feelings do step aside just don't know when or you feel to weak to decide
Move on it will be hard but it has to happened
Or else you'll be in regret
There is no comfort in words it just feels like nothing
Having that feeling that nothing means anymore
I have that feeling
It kills me from the inside that I can't feel
I have gone numb
Lifeless just going day by day feeling, is it worth it anymore?
But it has to mean something
Why does stuff happen, there must be a reason behind it
But you may not know the answer to it
But I can't move on because I see something more to it
I see there is hope in this
That little hope will set me free
That hope will give you the strength to overcome it
That hope will strive for something better
That hope will give a new mea
Listen To The WhisperListen To The Whisper Of The Eternal Wind
As It Gently Touches Your Ear;
Guiding You Through The Forest Of Life
Your Friend; Your Companion; Your Seer.
Listen To The Whisper Of Verdant Leaves
Adorning The Sentinels Of Earth;
Silently Watching The Passing Of Time
Its Beauty The Blessing Of Birth.
Listen To The Whisper Within The Heart
Where Soft Emotions Caress Its Beat;
Let Its Wisdom Flow Right Over Your Soul
And Dormant Love It Will Entreat.
Listen To The Whisper, All Three Of Them
Embrace And Entwine Deep Within;
And When They Merge Within Your Soul
A New Pathway You Will Begin
Sorry to DisappointThe battle of life is not over yet
Continue living this life that isn't really yours
Even though people say it is
The definition of people; mainly writers and copies
The world is full of copy cats
I see them and I feel two things for them
I feel some sort of anger, but then I love these people
Love them enough to die for them
These copycats don't notice me
Even if they did the reaction is always the same
Just another face or just another person not to care about
I actually perfer that; they don't know what I am
Some people drift away because of my love for my Savior; the only one to truly love me
Some people drift away because of my attire
Some people drift away because they don't like what they find
The reasons are the same, but I love them
I can't say that I'm perfect
I am not perfect, but look at what that's gotten for me
Trying to keep this new soul alive
Trying to keep the devil inside of me dead
I can't say that I'm a good person
I am just a person who made mistakes
A person who
I BelieveA thousand times I walked along this line
Dreaming of the other side
So far away, yet next to me
A strange new land
Full of possibility
A million times I wondered why
I had now wings to spread and fly
Until I found them inside my mind
Finding freedom hiding in my soul
Accepting the necessity of lost control
I wonder now, could it change
If I changed in time?
If I gave up fear and just crossed the line
To explore the unknown land
Instead of wondering what might be...
Do you think I'd open up and see?
I'm tired of hiding my curiosity
It feels wrong to deny this side of me
I want to know who I might be
If I open my eyes to see
I believe, oh I believe
That time will change us all
I believe we will have to fall
We'll have to die
To be alive
And all the little pieces
All the shatters of my past
Will fall into place
Like tears from my face
Into a brand new life
A life I will proudly lead
Dream StateKiss you in darkness
The sweet embrace of your arms
The sweet embrace of your lips
Never forget her smile of meeting
Never forget her face as you left
Hooded figure in the land of heat
The meeting place of dreams I never knew
Escape and but don't say goodbye
Escape to the airport
To wake up from this beautiful dream
Realise a thought never known
Leave with a smile of an attraction
Built on longing for meetings between souls
Never forget her smile of meeting
Never forget her face as you left
Don't forget that feeling of waking
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