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Wondering how crazy I am. I'm quite a quiet person, I almost detest social interaction on a cellular level and I'll be the one who barely contributes to conversation unless I know you incredibly well...If I am engaged in any form of social interaction outside of that, it freaks me out. I become terrified simply talking to people. Hell, not even talking to people. I offered a girl on the bus to college a seat this morning and in the two seconds that took, I went from calm to nearly hyperventilating, my throat felt like it had closed and my heart rate doubled. In mere seconds.
Am I crazy? If that little a gesture can do that much, literally tap on the shoulder and gesture towards the seat, what..what the hell is that?
Am I crazy? If that little a gesture can do that much, literally tap on the shoulder and gesture towards the seat, what..what the hell is that?
journal 1.0
Tonight is the first night I feel terrible
Entry 13.0 - Signs
Do you guys believe in signs and coincidences or is there something that guides us, even if it's ourselves? We get a thought in our heads and connect it to an object, or person or event and until we complete the idea or see the person, we can't have what we want.
because I may start believing in that, to some small extent anyway. Let me explain; A few days ago I began just thinking about random shit while I was out with my friend just hanging out and I realised I hadn't seen my dad in like a month and just began thinking of that and that I should go see him that night. I wasn't able to because I was out with my friends. Anyway, got to that n
Entry 12.0 - Untitled Dreams
I want to set my hair alight; is that weird?
-Yes, like you even have to ask
Well why?
-Why what? Why is it weird or why do you want to set your hair alight?
Both I guess
-Pick one and proceed, we don't have too much time. You already kept me awake 'til nearly 3am
Sorry, why is it weird?
-You already know the answer to that
Yeah I guess, just wanted a second opinion I guess
-You're talking to yourself, how many other opinions do you think you have?
I'm usually good at defeating my own arguments
-Stop being the poet;
I'm trying. Can I ask the other question then?
-Sorry kiddo, one question and you wasted it
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Entry 12.0
I'm convinced that by some emotional response that I blank out within your existence. Tonight I won't remember the glances, the paranoid, destructive eye line stares we catch each other in; tonight I won't remember anything.
Sometimes I sit and stare at the sun just to know that in a grand scheme, I mean nothing and if I mean nothing, that means you are even less to me
Darkness tangles with devils and abbeys to convince me of a sweet epiphany that I am not happy in my being
How many hours have have passed since we last had a passing memorial dream that we, somewhere, somehow, could have something more than a radical dream of a friend lost
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*shy powers activate!*
What if everyone you talked to gave you a sugar cube?
*shy powers activate!*
What if everyone you talked to gave you a sugar cube?