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Sometimes I hate being at home. My home life isnt bad, I just..prefer being away. Its strange, I love being alone, or maybe I just hate being with certain people. I like quiet, my own space, my thoughts and when its interupted by 'Will you do this? Will you do that? Ive had enough, **** off. (Ive also developed a strangeness to swearing over the past 6 months)
Maybe Ive finally stopped giving a shit, but I just want everything to go away, I feel like its just better to be nothing, nothing special, nothing important, nothing great. Footprints to be washed away, chalklines to be erased.
Maybe Ive finally stopped giving a shit, but I just want everything to go away, I feel like its just better to be nothing, nothing special, nothing important, nothing great. Footprints to be washed away, chalklines to be erased.
journal 1.0
Tonight is the first night I feel terrible
Entry 13.0 - Signs
Do you guys believe in signs and coincidences or is there something that guides us, even if it's ourselves? We get a thought in our heads and connect it to an object, or person or event and until we complete the idea or see the person, we can't have what we want.
because I may start believing in that, to some small extent anyway. Let me explain; A few days ago I began just thinking about random shit while I was out with my friend just hanging out and I realised I hadn't seen my dad in like a month and just began thinking of that and that I should go see him that night. I wasn't able to because I was out with my friends. Anyway, got to that n
Entry 12.0 - Untitled Dreams
I want to set my hair alight; is that weird?
-Yes, like you even have to ask
Well why?
-Why what? Why is it weird or why do you want to set your hair alight?
Both I guess
-Pick one and proceed, we don't have too much time. You already kept me awake 'til nearly 3am
Sorry, why is it weird?
-You already know the answer to that
Yeah I guess, just wanted a second opinion I guess
-You're talking to yourself, how many other opinions do you think you have?
I'm usually good at defeating my own arguments
-Stop being the poet;
I'm trying. Can I ask the other question then?
-Sorry kiddo, one question and you wasted it
Recorded at 2
Entry 12.0
I'm convinced that by some emotional response that I blank out within your existence. Tonight I won't remember the glances, the paranoid, destructive eye line stares we catch each other in; tonight I won't remember anything.
Sometimes I sit and stare at the sun just to know that in a grand scheme, I mean nothing and if I mean nothing, that means you are even less to me
Darkness tangles with devils and abbeys to convince me of a sweet epiphany that I am not happy in my being
How many hours have have passed since we last had a passing memorial dream that we, somewhere, somehow, could have something more than a radical dream of a friend lost
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I know what you mean.
Sometimes, I wish I could just be a shadow on the wall.
I wouldn't make a sound and when the sun went down, I couldn't be seen at all.
It would be nice.
Sometimes, I wish I could just be a shadow on the wall.
I wouldn't make a sound and when the sun went down, I couldn't be seen at all.
It would be nice.